Wednesday, July 30, 2008

new post alert (#4)

Road to Destiny, Post #124 RPK

damn

It's like a drug.

Following the relief that comes from posting a reply to an RP I get this urge to watch the thread like a bloody hawk, waiting for a reply.

I hate it. I hate noticing it. I hate repeating it and not being able to walk away.

It's pathetic, getting this attached to something as trivial as an online roleplay.

If only I could channel this energy into something worthwhile.

Feh.

Sunday, July 27, 2008

that sick feeling

I still don't feel very at home with my writing. It's been a week or two since I've officially tried to get back into the swing of things... The only victory I can say with confidence is that I'm at least able to put my mind to post and get posts in when I want to. I just feel so damned... awkward in trying to articulate.

My main beef is that despite making long-ish posts (feh. I've an issue with that, too) is that I don't wind up doing everything I want to do with my posts.

Feh.